The most interesting conversation about this was with Tara who came into the church on her own while it was open for prayer and left almost in tears at the mere sight of the furniture spread out for physically-distanced worship. 'I just can't get my head round it', she told me.
'Church' is supposed to be a point of stability in a life which anything but stable and for some the intrusion of instability into the very place it should least belong hurts too much. It's all very well saying that our sense of permanence, of faith, should rest on God, not on the transient phenomena of churches and stonework and - by extension - our lives that pass so quickly. But the paradox of the Christian life is that we can only experience the eternal for which we yearn by means of the temporal. We all have our own versions.
A couple in my parish feel more or less exactly the same. They desperately want to come back, but find the hygiene and social distancing procedures in place unconducive to worship. I have no idea how to make it feel better for them. Not sure I can. Would appreciate your wisdom.
ReplyDeleteBlimey, Barnaby, I'm not sure. It's a sort of grief, isn't it, and like any other kind you can't rush it, it can only take its course. I've seen bereavement do the same to people, and I'm sure you will have too. I'm just saying to anyone who expresses feelings like this to keep in touch with God in some way which *does* work for them, and with the Body of Christ, their brothers and sisters, and concentrate on that.
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