Showing posts with label Ukraine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ukraine. Show all posts

Saturday, 25 February 2023

A Year On

Yesterday Hornington Town Council was planning a Pause for Reflection at 10am to mark a year after the invasion of Ukraine, and I couldn't make it because I was doing a funeral. At the last minute, or nearly, the Government announced there would be a national Pause for Reflection, at 11am, so the Council hurriedly shifted theirs. I couldn't make at it the later time either, because I had Toddler Praise which didn't major on Ukraine, funnily enough. I did manage to get to the evening vigil organised by the local Ukraine Support Group, opening the door of the community centre just as everyone was blowing out their candles. They made me do impromptu prayers as a punishment. 

My friend Lara, kind, liberal ex-BBC employee who is half-Finnish by blood and all Finnish by choice, told me a long while ago the Finnish proverb 'A Russian's still a Russian even if you fry them in butter'. Yesterday she posted on LiberFaciorum that what she felt mostly was 'hatred ... I recoil whenever I hear Russian being spoken on the Tube or in a shop ... I am lucky, I left Russia forever before I became an adult because my Finnish mother dreamt of leaving that wretched country all her life ... For now I can only hate, and donate a bit of money, and feel heartbroken'. Talk to my other Finn friend, anarcho-syndicalo-eco-activist Lady MetalMoomin, about the Russians and she becomes a Scandi-nationalist ready to pull the pin from a hand-grenade with her teeth. It's no surprise: they have been bad neighbours. 

Back when I was at college my mum's cousin worked for Oxford City Council and he and his wife regularly hosted foreign students, a good number of whom were decorative Russian girls called Olga and Natasha and so on who I quite enjoyed being invited to dinner with. There's a significant chance that some of them may now have grown-up sons of their own who are in Ukraine right now, trying to kill and not be killed. It amazes me that I can still speak on the phone to yet another friend, Peta, who teaches English in Moscow with her husband. They are South Africans so they're pretty safe there at the moment, though they'd quite like to go somewhere else. 'Please pray for the young men of Russia', she asked me the last time we spoke. 

As well as the physical dangers in this as in all wars, there are spiritual dangers too. War arises from delusion and falsehood, and is powered by pride and often despair: it unleashes hatred even where it did not exist before (at least Lara names it, rather than pretend). The ancient Russian conviction that they are eternal victims now combines with a terrifying nihilistic despair to take the country to a dark place indeed: it's only fascists who go on about how great death is. The Ukrainians, meanwhile, occupy the ground of hope and humanism, but they face the temptation any combatant confronts: to chase victory by turning, in subtle ways, into your enemy. Prayers for them must include a desire to preserve them from such a fate. War does all of this; it is hateful, even when it's necessary.

Saturday, 31 December 2022

Bling

Earlier in the year I mentioned the fabric I ordered from Mat. Yulia in Zhytomyr and which near-miraculously made its way here from Ukraine. It's finally been turned into the long-planned new 'best white' set of vestments, and we used them for the first time on Christmas Day. I used our existing Gothic sets, which I think were probably bought to celebrate the church's centenary in 1949, as a model, but in the event opened up the collar by an inch to make it easier to put on: in fact sewing around the collar was the most difficult bit. I'm pleased, because we now have a 'best' set that includes a maniple but doesn't have any gold lamé, and which others will be happy to use! It also stands as something of an expression of solidarity with the people of Ukraine and a reminder of the links between nations, peoples, and international politics. We are all connected.

Saturday, 1 October 2022

The Distorting Mirror

If you look at yourself for ages in a mirror, your face tends to look weirder and weirder until you no longer completely recognise yourself, and age helps the process. It’s still your face, but not as you are familiar with it.

That’s not a perfect analogy for Mr Putin’s speech of justification as he annexed the four Ukrainian oblasts the other day, but there’s a similarity. Like an occasion when two people recount the same sequence of events and interpret them completely differently, it was an entire narrative of world history from a divergent point of view to most of ours. Liberalism, a philosophy that has its basis in the idea of individual human uniqueness and worth, becomes in this story a threat to what is ‘really’ human, and a handmaid of colonialism: ‘satanic’. Now, not only does a country taking over bits of someone else’s and then complaining about ‘colonialism’ look like something of a case of pots and kettles, but we know that when Russia got the chance in the great and heroic age of colonialism it behaved in exactly the same way as the West. It had little in the way of overseas possessions, preferring to absorb its neighbours, but Alaska – a Russian colony until it was sold to the US in 1867 – underwent an experience of state-capitalist resource extraction, enslavement of the native population, slaughter and disease that was absolutely indistinguishable from that of any other imperial territory, and only smaller in scale because not many Russians went to live there. But everyone believes they’re special.

Nevertheless, the hard reality is that this perverse and self-serving narrative resonates across much of the world, and, like all great lies, it isn’t empty of truth. It holds up a mirror in which we see ourselves distorted, but still horribly there. We, the Western imperial powers, did do all those things, and they are remembered: they are one powerful reason why many African countries are actively hostile to the Western account of the current struggle, whose story on the surface might seem so obvious to us; or at most they can’t see what it has to do with them. It’s a contest between distant, declining imperial regimes. Why should they suffer for it? Haven’t Europe and the US brought them enough trouble already? We may have begun, slowly, painfully, and with much controversy, to face up to the uncomfortable facts of Empire, while Russia very much hasn’t, but that cuts little ice.

Gradually and often sorrowfully we grow towards the truth, which is the apocalyptic movement of the Holy Spirit. If we ever get through our current moment of danger – and at this exact time I find it hard to imagine how we might – we should pay attention to this lesson, as well as the others it is teaching us.

Monday, 30 May 2022

An Emissary from the East

For a long time I've wanted to replace our 'best white' set of vestments. The existing set, made by Mary our long-departed ex-nun sacristan in the 1980s, betrays her unaccountable fondness for gold lamé, and doesn't have a maniple. These days I feel semi-naked if I don't have a maniple. My own 'old gold' set is fine, but a) it's mine, b) it's a bit threadbare, and c) it's Roman-style so some, like our former diocesan bishop, might gib a bit at using it, though not everyone is as fussy. (Just to pre-empt any queries, in Church terms 'white' includes gold, silver, cream, and all stops in between).

When the war started I remembered that Yulia whose Etsy shop EkklesiaStore I've bought stuff from before was based in Ukraine, so as an expression of hope and solidarity I thought I'd order some fabric. Mat. Yulia was brilliant, as I expected, but the parcel, having found its way from Zhytomyr quite rapidly, sat so long in a warehouse in Lviv that I'd really given up on it ever getting here, and thought a missile from Mr Putin had probably incinerated it along with a collection of Ukrainian postal staff. But suddenly it started to move again and this morning it arrived - tat, all the way from a war zone.

'I'm very ashamed of the long delivery', says Mat. Yulia, who's married to an Orthodox priest, Fr Ivan. 'Thank you for your patience and kindness. Thank you for your prayers. God protects us from all dangers. May God protect you!' He's certainly been casting an eye over this package from a place of hazard.

Monday, 2 May 2022

Flying a Flag, Perhaps

There is a story that when an archdeacon, or somesuch dignitary, inspected Thaxted church in Essex early during the incumbency of that church’s ‘Red Vicar’, Conrad Noel, to see for himself what all the considerable fuss was about, he asked Noel to justify the presence of the red flag he could see in the chancel. ‘It stands for the Blood of Christ, staining all the nations of the world’, replied the vicar. ‘Very good, Mr Noel,’ admitted the archdeacon, but pressed ‘Then how might you explain the IRA tricolour on the other side?’ No further explanation was forthcoming. Noel does seem later to have put up an amended Red Flag which made matters a bit clearer.

Whatever sympathy I may or may not have with Conrad Noel’s opinions, I have always felt a bit uncomfortable with the display of any symbols in church which aren’t directly related to the Christian religion. This cropped up this weekend when Sylv our pastoral assistant asked to put up a Ukrainian flag and an encouraging message to welcome any Ukrainian guests who might find themselves worshipping with us. I thought this was essentially a nice gesture but the flag turned out to be quite big and its position draped over the church door was very obvious indeed. Of course that was the point. However I did take it down at the end of Sunday evening, folding it up into a box in the entrance area to put out again next week.

This may seem picky and fastidious, but I suppose the root of my discomfort lies – if it’s anywhere other than in my own scepticism and tendency to see the ambiguities and contradictions in any statement or position, including my own – in a feeling that the Christian Church exists to proclaim the Kingdom of Christ, and nothing else: no subsidiary cause, no secondary human organisation, no matter how worthy or admirable. We have to announce the primacy of the Incarnate word, and nothing but, because nobody else will. I don’t even feel that comfortable with our own national flag which plenty of churches fly: even though the Cross of St George has a religious significance (it’s the red of martyrdom against the white field of innocence, and, well, it’s a cross, which is why the Lamb of God carries it as well as St George), its primary meaning now is national, which is why it was one of the other insignia Conrad Noel displayed in Thaxted Church. The blue-and-yellow of Ukraine which is now so familiar to us I can just about cope with as a sign of welcome to a particular group, but that’s as far as it goes. There are loads of causes I could rope Jesus into supporting, from Extinction Rebellion to the Museums Association. But somehow I do not dare!

Tuesday, 26 April 2022

Peace and Arms

‘The war challenges my pacifism,’ Paula our Pastoral Assistant and former Mayor told me when I caught up with her a couple of weeks ago. ‘when I hear the Ukrainians have managed to shoot another Russian general, I can’t help being pleased.’ I have a great sympathy with pacifism: I accept that most wars solve nothing on their own, and are better not fought at all even if not doing so results in a temporary loss of something you value. But pacifism has no answer once fighting starts; its best case is to build up a culture in which conflicts are managed by negotiation rather than arms, and that needs a long time, and favourable institutions which some states do not have.

The last few years since the election of Mr Trump have made me reflect how fragile those free institutions are, and how slender our grasp can be on the things that allow us to live relatively free of fear, and to have a tolerable degree of autonomy and agency; I have come to think, in fact, that any liberal state, no matter how stable and secure it seems, no matter how longstanding its institutions and structures might be, is at most only (say) four elections away from fascism. By ‘fascism’ I mean a state whose governing elite maintains power by violence (including war with other states), and protects its interests by undermining law, personal autonomy, security and property, and free expression, and works to stop its citizens even thinking about any alternative way of living (which is why they always hate gays so much). What such a state says it believes is irrelevant: look at Russia, which seems to have convinced itself that Russian nationalism is in truth no nationalism at all, but a kind of neutral position against which any other kind of independent communal expression is ‘Nazism’, and then reads this back into the history of the Soviet Union (reconceived as a sort of pan-Asian EU with added poverty) and the Russian Empire before it. This stuff means nothing, and results merely in subverting any useful understanding of words (the Russians refer to liberal movements in places such as Moldova as ‘the right’ and their own nationalist proxies as ‘the left’). Fascism isn’t fundamentally about ideology, which is just set-dressing for the self-interest of fascist elites: it’s about practice.

So what do you do in response? You regard it as important, in the first place. I got into a mild spat online with left-wing Goth friend Comrade TartanVamp who argued, regarding the French elections, that Mr Macron and Ms Le Pen are both enemies of the workers and that had he been French he probably would have stayed at home or spoiled his ballot paper. I, and Ms Mauritia, who has skin in the game being both of French-colonial extraction and a minority ethnicity, and having a home in France (in a Le Pen-voting area), couldn’t help arguing that this was a bit complacent. If you can’t see that a France run by Ms Le Pen would have taken a huge step away from civilisation and towards a place where a step wrong could land you in a windowless basement in the middle of the night having your teeth wrenched out with pliers, you need to recalibrate your political compass. If you are sufficiently left-wing you might want to say the difference between Macron and Le Pen is one of degree and not kind: I would argue it’s so big a degree it doesn’t matter. Perhaps such fears haunt me because I am comfortable, middle-class and privileged; perhaps the poor wouldn’t care so much. I don’t think that’s the case, though. The poor may have less to lose, but everyone wants to keep their teeth. And authoritarianism advancing anywhere threatens liberty everywhere: the poor always suffer most from it.

You are also prepared to engage in hybrid warfare, which aims to steer clear of armed conflict, certainly, but recognises that in extreme cases this might be necessary. Part of hybrid warfare is actively, consciously, shoring up the civil institutions of a free society. Every time you insist on truth, on individual autonomy, on free expression, you strike a blow against the enemy. I don’t think our Prime Minister is anything like an authoritarian, and forced to make a choice between him and Ms Le Pen I would plonk my cross in the JOHNSON box not only with reluctant acquiescence but with firm conviction that it was the right thing to do. But, with other choices on offer, he isn’t what we need. His disregard for law, his scorn for truth, weakens our defences against fascism every minute he and the crooks around him remain in office. He is wrong for this time of danger: and for freedom, it is always a time of danger.

Back to pacifism, where we started. Pacifism must explain how, absent any form of force, bad regimes change. I’ve sort of assumed in the past that every tyrannical polity contains within itself the seeds of its own destruction and what you have to do is sit out the pain and wait for the inevitable collapse; but, thinking about it, I am not sure I can point to a clear example of this happening, and I’m not sure I even know what it means. Instead, bad regimes are always forced out. Extinction Rebellion (to pick a radical group) was founded on the assumption that governing elites always cave in given enough mass protest, but I think experience belies this. You need a governing elite that has some sense of shame, that knows it’s subject to electoral displeasure, and that is reluctant simply to kill people who oppose it: not all are. In the UK, the Government tries changing the law to stop XR doing what it wants, but it's still a legal organisation, and I can stand speaking to a local councillor or police officer in Swanvale Halt with an XR sticker on my cycle helmet without any fear that I'm going to be dragged from my home at night and thrown into that windowless basement to the hazard of my teeth. XR have managed to have a significant degree of leverage in the UK; in Belarus, we'd all have been imprisoned or shot. Regimes like that don’t spontaneously crumble, they need a crumbling agent to make them.

What does the Scripture say? Only this morning I was reading Jeremiah’s jeremiads against the land of Moab, predicting what God was about to do to it for its oppression of the Israelites. The notion of cyclical regime change is very much there in the prophetic writings, and once they are ousted from possession of the land the Israelites are indeed told simply to wait until God takes his vengeance on their enemies and they are vindicated. But, disconcertingly, on a national level at least, violence is always involved in this process, and the Lord does not seem squeamish about it. Biblical regime change doesn’t happen by magic. In what seems like a miracle, the Israelites are sent back from exile to Jerusalem by Cyrus the Mede to rebuild the Temple, but the only reason Cyrus is there to send them is that his father Darius invaded Babylon and killed its king: violence being violently chastised.

Better red than dead, I would always argue, but how do we judge when conflict is avoidable, or when it can succeed? Is this the moment of choice, or this? I wish there was a blueprint.

Wednesday, 20 April 2022

Abbotsbury in April

St Catherine's Chapel at Abbotsbury seems different on every visit. The weather is an aspect of that: on this occasion (Bank Holiday Monday) it was bright, but not especially warm. Lots of people were about, and a couple of children stumbled in while I was in the middle of the Office Hymn. As I left I could hear them trying out the famous acoustic: perhaps they wouldn't have, had they not heard me. The other changing aspect is the prayers people leave in the wall niches. There were two little stones decorated with Ukraine hearts, a range of love tokens ('we were engaged here 14.2.2022'), prayers of remembrance, and some heartache: 'I wish I had a child', read one. Although none of the prayers address St Catherine by name at the moment (that has been a trend in the past, but I've not observed it for some time), one either unwittingly or by design picked up on the traditional use of the chapel: 'Dear God/Universe, whatever. Please can I meet my love. I think I'm ready now.'






Tuesday, 29 March 2022

Give Us Your Huddled Masses

Having decided I wouldn’t be hosting refugees from Ukraine, but very keen to do other things – and for our local churches to have a more coherent approach to supporting refugees in the future, not just in this particular geopolitical event – I was setting great store by yesterday's meeting hosted by Tophill church who are big and well-organised compared to humble Swanvale Halt, and came away from it little the wiser. Sam, the rector of Tophill, described getting daily phone calls asking whether he could help house refugees and the assumption his callers (who are they?) seem to have that a suburban Surrey church will know what’s happening in disputed areas of Ukraine. Nobody has phoned me up, I thought, perhaps they know better than to try. He and his family have signed up to take someone in, but he thought that ‘if we wait for official channels we’ll be waiting forever’ and pointed to the informal community groups which are already trying to organise matches between refugees and hosts and thought the Church could do that. The members of the group who’d actually had past experience dealing with refugees thought this was not a good idea, and church communities should focus on providing help to refugees and hosts, whether those hosts come from within their congregations or the community more widely, rather than being ‘introduction agencies’ which they thought carried more responsibility than just saying ‘you are a host, and you are someone who needs shelter, here you are, you do all the rest yourself’. What would actually happen when someone arrived at Lille or wherever, heading for the UK and needing a visa? It turned out nobody knew for sure. Sam described spending forty minutes on the phone to ‘a helpful lady from immigration who couldn’t tell me anything’. Not knowing anything, however, didn’t stop everyone in the meeting having an opinion. In fact, once I checked gov.uk this afternoon, it seemed pretty clear that this is the ‘official channel’, and it sort of makes sense, even if the initial stage in the Government guidelines – ‘sponsor and guest find each other’ – is almost mystical. Clear, perhaps – I’m not saying it’s easy.

It eventually became apparent that I wasn’t going to get any concrete pointers to help me in what I wanted to do at all. By the end of the gathering we’d agreed that we wanted to make and facilitate contact with official and unofficial groups and potential hosts; to support hosts and refugees; and to identify a range of tasks to help make this happen. These were all things I assumed were givens before we’d started, not the results of 90 minutes of to-ing and fro-ing. My task is to contact some of the relevant charities to find out the very things I thought the meeting might tell me.

Our lay reader Gisele, who has transferred her licence from Tophill to us, was taking part. She and her husband have signed up on the official system as ‘phase 2’ hosts. ‘I lost the will to live’, she admitted to me, ‘though it’s good to know there are people who want to do the right thing’.