Only a few minutes before we began I discovered that my homily notes were nowhere to be found, so I had to try and remember what I wanted to say. Il Rettore said it had effectively skated the theological thin ice that holds the healing service up above the abyssal waters of blaming God for our sorrows or blaming ourselves, so I thought I'd put a tidied-up version here.
When people tell you in response to you sharing some trouble
that ‘God has a plan’ they mean it kindly, but it raises questions about the
purpose of what happens to us. If we think that our sufferings and sorrows are
God’s choice for us, what does ‘healing’ mean?
We can understand healing in different ways – the palpable,
natural problems we have that we ask for help with, and the inward shift in our
attitudes and understanding that enables us to see things differently. Both
make sense: the fact that in the Gospels people come to Jesus and he very much
does heal physical issues implies that Christian healing doesn’t only mean
passive acceptance of what might come our way, though it might include coming
to see our problems in a new light.
Preparing the readings I was reminded of the way the coming
of the Christ is prepared for through long ages, foreshadowed in the
declarations of the Prophets. God’s saving work unfolds across the centuries,
and in so far as we are united with Jesus, we and what befalls us are part of
that narrative. We can be confident that, though the fallen world may be
arbitrary, and therefore no direct reason lies behind whatever sorrows and sufferings come our way, God is not.
As we follow the way of Christ this Holy Week, we find that he is the site of understanding, the means by which we can place what happens to us in the light of God’s purposes. The events of his passion and resurrection point towards that time when even our sorrows and pains will be made sense of. Christian healing is a declaration of faith in that, here and now.