Visit to the Homeland

More than a couple of weeks has gone by since I attended the installation of a college friend of mine as priest-in-charge of St Benet's Church, Kentish Town. St Benet's needs a bit of love. It needs a bit more than that, actually, including a new roof, but love goes a long way and I trust Peter will love the place and its people. 

St Benet's is one of a type of Anglo-Catholic churches which are very recognisable - tall, narrow hall-spaces organised around a single focus, soaring and transcendent, like St Silas not far away, or St Bartholomew in Brighton.  It's a bit down-at-heel, and designed to make a firm and definite statement in its roughish streets rather than a refined one, but you can see how grand and glorious it once was.

I joke that I may not be the only priest in the Diocese of Guildford who owns a biretta but I'm the only one who wears it now and again. At St Benet's there were rows and rows of biretta-ed clergy, and nobody batted an eyelid at incense, plainchant, maniples, and relics on the altar. This is the sort of environment which fostered my spiritual life and what I find wonderfully comfortable, and comforting. Yet I have moved rather far away from it and find myself in a parish which, though it may have had a Catholic tradition once, hasn't really understood what that is for quite some time. it's also a village parish church rather than a gathered church in an urban setting with lots of other ecclesiastical choices nearby. Catholicism in the Swanvale Halt mould will never look quite like Kentish Town, anyway. What I find myself doing is reminding people that there is such a thing as a Catholic Church - looking for the principles behind all those intoxicating delicacies we got used to at Staggers and the churches that may have sent us there, and trying to work out ways of expressing those principles rather than just importing the frills wholesale. Teaching people what a cake is and how cakes work rather than making them eat Black Forest Gateau, I suppose.

Digging

I've been threatening to begin the Grotto in the garden for at least 18 months, to the extent that people began to smile in an 'understanding' way whenever the subject came up. But it is now begun as this photograph proves! Digging the hollow out into the bank at the top of the garden is more spadework than I've done in more than two decades, I think. The soil here is very sandy and very compacted, which didn't make things particularly easy. I have had no experience of mixing concrete since watching my Dad lay the crazy paving outside the house when I must have been about 10, and doing so for myself I was astonished by the way gallons of cement, sand and gravel seemed to shrivel into about a cupful on the addition of water (it may have been mortar he was mixing, I suppose). Anyway, the base slabs and the rubble base of the walls are now laid and as soon as there is time - tomorrow, perhaps - I will add a bit more. It won't be an extensive grotto - just big enough to sit in - and I suspect it will require a brick roof before being ringed with proper stone around the mouth to give it the correct look.

How long all this will actually take is anyone's guess.

A Bit Late - But Pretty

As I said last time ... I've been absent for a long while from the blog. Blame it on lack of energy as much as lack of anything to say. As a gentle reintroduction to doing anything, here is the new-old altar dressing we used on Trinity Sunday.

 

The two elements shown here don't actually go together. The gorgeous superfrontal with its heavy gold Gothic lettering I found folded up in a drawer in the vestry, and it doesn't actually belong with anything else we have, but the damask frontal pairs with it fairly nicely, although it is slightly too orange in tone. It will do until we can find something more exact, and suits the policy of re-emphasising beauty and tradition in worship.

Threnody for a Dream

Another longish absence from these pages; I find myself at the end of each evening with little energy left for anything creative, even rambling on the internet. So these thoughts are long, long out of date; I wrote most of them at the time of the coronation anniversary.

One of our home discussion groups meets on a Tuesday evening and spent their last session discussing the anniversary of the Queen’s coronation and His Grace of Canterbury’s sermon thereat. I understand they talked round the subject, and round it again, and came to no firm conclusions beyond, by a short hair, preferring the hereditary monarchy to any other available means of selecting a Head of State.

On the wireless in the afternoon I heard Simon Jenkins debating about the same topic. He argued, very forcefully, for a reform of the monarchy that would sever its connection with religion, so that the next coronation would happen somewhere other than a church and divest itself of any mention of God. There was some odd reasoning in this – stating that the Church had ‘hijacked’ the monarchy was an idiosyncratic reading of history – but the overall point that religion, and particularly the Church of England, doesn’t mean much to most people is hard to refute. What struck me most, however, was Mr Jenkins’s contention that this new conception of monarchy would reflect the fact that ‘the monarch exists because of the State’. Constitutionally, I always thought the opposite was the case, that the monarch is prior to the State and authority flows from her, which is precisely why republicans object to it. I noted that never once did Mr Jenkins refer to ‘the people’; his case had a decidedly Hobbesian tone.

My opinions of hereditary monarchy have reversed polarity more than once over the course of nearly 30 years, although they have become more settled since being a Christian. I’ve argued – at least recently – that the existence of the monarchy acts as a sign pointing beyond the structural arrangements and ideological conflicts of the polity to the primacy of human relationships and personal loyalties, as well as to an authority which is outside those structures. The dream – my dream – was that at the heart of the State should be a powerless monarch anointed by a powerless Church, a standing reproof to notions of human power and rivalry. I don’t think we’ve ever actually got there, because for it to work requires both monarch and Church consciously to embrace their own powerlessness. To be Christlike. We were getting there – certainly the Church of England has been – but at the very moment when it becomes possible for us, the dream seems to become socially impossible. The monarch exists because of the State. Perhaps this is what we believe now; perhaps it’s no more than the truth. 

We live in a time when the State extends more and more claim over us. One of the assumptions on which the progressive case for same-sex marriage is that marriage is a legal condition which doesn’t exist until the mechanisms of the State create it – not merely recognise it, as is the present theory. The family is a site of danger and threat in which parents are not to be trusted to raise children, and neither are workers ranging from teachers to train drivers to be trusted to get on with their work supervised by their own professional bodies, but need the structures of the State to check them, rate them, punish them. The lies that the State perpetrates and the fears it arouses to justify doing this only dramatise the process.

If it’s true that the monarch can no longer – if she ever could – function as a sign that relativises all this, which points beyond it, then I can see no point in the Church’s anointing of it. I suspect that the sacral conception of monarchy tenuously survives only because the Queen is personally a devout Anglican who believes it herself, and when she dies, it will more than likely die with her. Then it will indeed be true that the monarch will exist to serve the State. In those circumstances the shreds and tatters of sacral monarchy can’t achieve anything more than obscuring the truth.

I feel somewhat the same way about the liberalism to which I’ve held tenuous allegiance over more than twenty years; that it seems rooted in a philosophy entirely inadequate to cope with the world we find. As the State becomes a black whirlpool sucking into itself all meaning and definition, the situation ordinary people are in require something more than benign confidence in capitalism, individualism (though not too anarchic) and mild reform; like the old monarchy, I begin to suspect that liberalism itself simply decorates falsehood. And we need truth, so far as we can get it.

Lost Beasts of Britain, by Anthony Dent

The most recently-completed of my loo books is Anthony Austen Dent's Lost Beasts of Britain (1974), and a pleasure it was too, so much a pleasure that my exit from the lavatory was often delayed by some intriguing and delicious paragraph. For this I partly blame the subject matter - those animals which were once wild natives of this land and which bulk large in its placenames and folklore - but most of the responsibility for my toiletary loitering falls on Mr Dent's succulent prose, which flows so precisely, so rhythmically, so seductively, from one page and one subordinate topic to the next. This history of lost British animals - the beaver, the boar, the wild cat, and the wolf - bears witness to a countryman's knowledge of the conditions those wild animals - and their enemies - faced, combined with a lively scepticism as to what the meagre sources appear to say. It also shows that ability to write beautifully which was once the common possession, and concern, of everyone who attempted the use of the English language, and which did not confuse the vigorous beauty of clear prose with overdeveloped adjectives and clutter.

Here is the conclusion of the chapter on the wild cat. I quote it because I'm fairly sure the genetics is nonsense, yet made utterly beguiling by the personal experience, the observation, the history, and the writing:

In summer 1971 I met such a family of yard kittens in the garden of a neighbouring farm-house. Three of them, all of blotched black-and-white colour, came up to me as if to play. The fourth, though obviously of the same age, was slightly larger, dull yellowish-grey with stripes of wild pattern - that is, at right angles to the spine, two horizontal on the sides of the head and four on the crown, a thick dorsal stripe and others more or less following the lines of the ribs. This tiny tiger would have none of my company. With fine tactical sense, though unprovoked, he backed up against a spiny gooseberry bush, spat like a fourpenny firework, and displayed every tooth and every claw in his armoury, while his ears went down sideways until they formed a horizontal line on a level with the flat crown of his head - the image in miniature of the true wild cat of the woods.
     Now this shows how prepotent genetically is the wild cat. The last potential wild ancestor of this Eskdale kitten of which there are records is the Hawnby Cat, obit 1840, mentioned above. that part of Bilsdale is perhaps twenty miles away from here, along any line across the moor that a cat would be likely to take - a long journey for a cat, but not impossible under some form of duress. In any case, different stages of the journey could have been performed by successive generations of the Hawnby Cat's descendants, each one of them carrying fewer and fewer wild genes. The journey down the years is more significant, culminating in this totally wild-looking, wild-acting kitten in 1971. The cat, wild or tame, has a short breeding cycle, and litters are commonly born to females two years old. So the Eskdale kitten was about sixty-five generations in line from the Hawnby Cat, if truly descended from him. Inbreeding apart, therefore, it could have had only one wild ancestor among all its forbears in sixty-five generations; arithmetically expressed, the proportion of wild genes was one over two to the power of sixty-five. Get out your logarithm tables and you will see what sort of a vulgar fraction that is.

No Day The Same

A few phrases from the last two days:

"I don't think people in the church like me"
"Notwithstanding what the truth is, she will be hurt, and she makes sure everyone knows she's hurt"
"They put chilli in my takeaway to get back at me, I told you people want to hurt me, I told you"
"I feel God has turned away from me"
"Is there anyone in the church who can fix in my washing machine?"
"I've always prayed for the parish, for our priests, for the people who love me. We're so lucky"
"Can you come, she's died and I don't know how he will take it"

Refinding Pentecost

May 19th was Pentecost, the Cinderella of the great Christian festivals. I've posted before about my attempts to adapt the old ritual of the Pentecost Vigil to a parish setting, lifting the ideas of the baptismal and apostolic mission of the Church and the intercession of those who have trodden the journey of faith before us from the old rites and transferring them into an ordinary local church, even down to the picturesque business of the priest breathing on the water of the font. We couldn't do it last year because we were worshipping in the church hall thanks to the refurbishment, but did this year, and even fitted in an actual baptism which was rather appropriate.

This photograph from St Gertrude the Great in Ohio is supposed to be the first image of the traditional Pentecost Vigil posted online. Leaving aside the folded chasubles and lowering the Paschal Candle into a steel bucket, it shows quite a clerical occasion, and you do wonder how much attraction the full, old Roman Missal rite would have to an average congregation, with its lengthy, repetitious prayers and elaborate liturgical organisation.

However, it does lead me to reflect that there is wisdom in the Church concentrating effort on the spiritual life of its priests. To convert the world is an ambitious aim. To convert priests to holiness is more achievable. It is not for nothing that even the Church of England insists that priests recite the Office each day and renew their oaths each year, demands it does not make of laypeople, so that their minds are continually recalled to the presence of God and refashioned after the continuous prayer of the Church. As the old saying has it:
                    If the parish priest is a Saint, his people will be holy;
                    If the priest is holy, but not yet a Saint, his people will be good;
                    If he is good, his people will be lukewarm,
                    and if he is lukewarm, his parishioners will be bad.
                   And if the priest himself is bad, his people will go to Hell.